Speed Dating

I guess it was my first date with a guy or 20 guys actually. The college had a speed dating event and guess who got signed up for it? It was scary, but it was probably really good practice as I flirted with a ton of guys for too short a time to really blow my cover. I did pretty well too as I once again got a lot of contact information. Dating is inevitable. I know it's going to happen. It still scares me. The TA is still an overbearing jerk, but I guess he's kind of a legend. Also, as I have been asked it is distracting to be sitting in class. Even when I'm dressed like a guy, I can feel my bra and every time I move my legs I feel my pantyhose.

My Name is Amber and Guys Check Me Out

Somebody asked earlier wouldn't it be easier to go to all my classes as a girl? The answer simply is no. There are 3 types of classes at our school. There are large classes that can have up to 400 and occasionally you're not even in the same room as the professor. There are classes that are large with individual TAs assigned to small groups of students. Finally, there are small classes with 40 or less students in the class.

Freshman take their general education requirements in big classes and Seniors are in tiny classes and seminars for the most part. In a large class, you can show up in a prom dress and only the students near you will really notice. In a small one, you'd be busted immediately when your name and gender don't match. The university would certainly allow us to go to class crossgendered, but so much for keeping the secret. So far I haven't had any issues with dressing up for the 2 classes. One has a TA, but he floats around to all the students and doesn't pay attention to names. He does check out the girls quite a bit including, but not limited to me.

My Name is Amber and I'm not Disappointed

Several of you have expressed a bit of concern for me because I came in dead last in our first competition. Don't be. I was scared to death because I had never swapped phone numbers with a guy, at least not like that. I fooled over a dozen guys in close proximity. It went very well. To top it off the girls screwed up and the penalty for coming in last actually was less the worse I did so I only had to call 4 boys. 2 of them have already called me back.

There's a lot going on here. I will be attending two classes as Amber. The problem is one of them is a 50 minute class on Monday Wednesday and Friday and the other is a Tuesday and Thursday 75 minute class. That means everyday, I need to do some quick changing.

Somebody asked what I meant by the difference between dating Ms. Susan and being her sissy. Quite simply, when we were dating it was an equal relationship and if anything as a guy, I probably called most of the shots. If I found a movie stupid, on went the ball game. Now, I really don't have a say in anything except what Ms. Susan will allow me. Sometimes, she even will pick a movie or a restaurant or a dress for me to wear specifically because she knows my reaction and she wants to remind me who the boss is.