Thanksgiving was not what I expected. We went to Mistress Sue's older sister's place to celebrate with her and her husband and some cousins and another sister. Mistress Sue's older sister is nearly 30 and trying very hard to have her first child. She's older and more mature. Unfortunately, we were in her home 5 minutes before Mistress asked her if she minded how I dressed. I expected a lot of questions, but evidently the sister not only knew, but had seen pictures as had her husband. It took all of 5 minutes from me to go from guest to maid and while I didn't make Thanksgiving dinner or anything, I did most of the serving and all the dishes. I felt so small, especially with the real men watching football while I whipped cream for the pumpkin pie.I'm now considered passable enough to start thinking about a job. I've dated several times now and while Mistress Susan has promised me, she would follow her own path with me, I am so unmistakably girl, that I don't doubt if I was released to be a boy again, it'd be difficult to remember how. There's a part of me that dreads knowing I will be receiving some feminine items for Christmas, but another part that is thinking, I need some new bras anyway.I hope that makes sense.
You are so cute and despite your mild protests, I bet you loved waiting on the real men. I wish I was receiving some cute feminine items for Christmas. I just saw the cutest pair of black suede pumps today. :)
ReplyDeleteLook. You are who you are and you have someone who loves you as you are. Stop whining and be yourself. Be the girl that Susan wants you to be.
ReplyDeleteHmmm... Does this mean you're thinking more like a lady than you are a fellow? What about the feminine role/presentation do you enjoy, now that you are doing it? If you could switch back, would you?
ReplyDeleteSo did you arrive in boy mode and then change? The feelings you had being the servant rather than
ReplyDeleteguest come out in your posting. Do you catch yourself doing something girly when you are alone
and didn't have to? Great posting.
Bill
Hi Amber,
ReplyDeleteI am so pleased you were put in your place at Thanksgiving - the only place for sissies like us is in the kitchen whilst the real men watch the football. You must know this by now and it is good for your sissy soul that you felt 'small' as this is what the life of a sissy maid is all about especially one as pretty as you are.
The new photo of you in the street is really lovely - you look so natural and so demure and feminine. You are by far my favourite sissy and if the truth be known I have a large crush on you! It is just a shame I live in the UK.
Love,
maid isobel xxx
By the way, sweetie, I forgot to leave my email address which is maidisobel@yahoo.co.uk
ReplyDeletePlease drop me a line - I am a sweet, intelligent UK sissy and would love to chat about all the girly stuff us sissy's chat about.
Love,
maid isobel xxx
Amber, you look great. I'm so happy to see you looking forward to receiving new bras. I hope you have a great Christmas.
ReplyDeleteCute outfit. When you say you've 'dated several times', are you just talking about your dates with Xiu, or have you had more dates with other guys? It looks like you're doing great, but I sure would like to hear about it a lot more. LGB
ReplyDeleteYes. It makes LOTs of sense. You are living the fantasy of many of us. I wish you nothing but luck in your adventures and transitions. Having a willing partner is half the battle. btw, you are gorgeous!!
ReplyDeleteI think that was pretty cold. Not that she did it, but that you won't forewarned. It would have been reasonable to have you wear your maid outfit there. I don't believe it was cool to blindside you.
ReplyDeleteYour Thanksgiving really was big in many ways.
ReplyDeleteFirst, it was really brave of your mistress to let them see that she is dating a sissy. It says to me that she wants Amber around for the long haul. She would not be putting you on display otherwise. Guys have been bringing their girlfriends so that they can display their trophy to the family for a long time. Helping in the kitchen is part of that.
How were you treated? Did the women accept you? Did the guys give you the eye?
It also signals to me that your relationship is changing quickly. When she first made you a sissy, it was about punishment, which you certainly deserved and still do.
Now, it is really about dominance and submission. Mistress Susan has clearly found her dominant side and I don’t see that changing. Look in the mirror. Could you be any more submissive? If you are going to be with your mistress, how else could it be?
I am guessing that she is going to want to put a ring on your finger. I expect that most of your followers will push you to accept (including me). But take a step back. Make sure that you are ready and that is what you want. Are you happy as Amber? Could you go back to being a vanilla guy?
Amber, I'm sorry to read how you were treated at Thanksgiving. That was mean.
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