There's a lot coming next week. I was informed today by Ms. Amanda and Ms. Susan that beginning tomorrow, I will not only be wearing panties, but also a bra when I'm dressed as a boy. They have informed me that it's not impossible to conceal, but it'll take some work for me to get used to hiding things at first. They also suggested I use Jill or Cindy as resources.Next week they also want me to get outside. They've warned me that they'll send me to the drugstore or just on a small walk to get used to being seen as a girl. I'm terrified that everybody will see right through me, but at this point I don't know what choice I have. They also reiterated that shaving must be done at least every other day. This is so complicated.
You can only imagine how self-conscious I felt calling my dad to wish him a Happy Father's Day while I'm wearing a purple dress. It made the whole chat seem awkward.
I hope that when they 'get you outside' that the girls will allow you a 'small walk' for starters to build your confidence. I am sure that Jill and Cindy will not only become good friends but a ready source of help and inspiration.
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